Hi
Simon,
Sorry for not having responded sooner. It’s
been sort of a rough week and even the simplest things have been taking twice
as long to complete. I hope your week has been going well. Did you settle that case
that you were stressing about? And how was your weekend Frisbee tournament? Hope
your team won!
My week has consisted of mainly work and
eating. I’ve been binging on ice-cream, mandarin oranges, and high-end pastries lately, and trying
to enjoy some of the spurts of sunshine that we’ve been having. I’ve roamed
around Stanley Park, and even made it out to QE park with Madison
last weekend. (Have you seen any of the ducklings swimming in the ponds and waddling about
the city? Super cute…) So despite the tough week, I’ve been trying to stay
positive and relax whenever I can.
Anyway, I hope next week will be an
improvement. Only time will tell! Let me know what you’ve been up to lately –
chat soon.
~ Ellie
I
double-checked my spelling before sending the email. Simon and I had still been
emailing intermittently. I've noticed that his enthusiasm had dwindled with
my apparent lack of enthusiasm. In the beginning, he had reached out a lot to try to get to know me. I honestly tried to reciprocate, but some part of me always held back a little, not wanting to expose too much of my inner world to a stranger. He seemed to notice, and subsequently, he too held back. So for the past while, we've only chatted like pen pals would - with any undertones of romance forgotten. Somehow, this suited me much better.
I felt a bit guilty, as he seemed like a
nice guy – worthy of any girl’s attention. I just couldn’t bring myself to muster
any more energy, especially recently, with my new-found angst over David being back in town.